Emo World

2008-10-28T23:16:00.000-07:00

hihi.. juz came back from malaysia today.. didnt blog for quite sometimes le.. lazy to blog even though i hav been stayin at home for abt 2 weeks jobless.. haha.. last sat went for my early bday celebration with siew eng, fivth they all den after tat went to pub drink lo.. they suprise mi with a bday cake .. so touching wor.. anyways was vey happy tat day den reach home at abt 2 plus am den bf was not very happy.. den ytd monday which is my real bday, i went back to malaysia with darling n he bought a bday cake for mi.. den when we reach home, so suprise to fin dout that it is also his mum bday.. den we share the cake.. haha.. was very happy.. startin my new job on 3rd nov.. den cant get leave go back malaysia with darling .. if wan go back is sat n sun only.. but nvm.. CNY i will definitely go back de.. anyways.. want to thanks all my frens who wish mi happi bday n fivth to plan everything for mi..

2008-09-18T11:25:00.000-07:00

haha.. back to blog again.. i m back in singapore !! hehe.. had fun in malaysia tat few days.. when wan to come back tat time mi n my bf we said the same thing " sianz, tml gonna work again, dun feel like comin back " .. haha.. Saturday we reach woodland checkpoint at 4 plus den the queue wat damn super long lo n was super hot.. den 5 plus den after tat we walk to malaysia custom.. very far sia.. we hav to walk bcos bus alot of ppl.. den we reach larkin at ard 6 like tat.. we walk ard to look for the earliest ticket home but the earliest was 7.30pm ! den after my bf bought de another counter open n sell 7pm de.. bf keep naggin n naggin.. den in the end he went to buy the 7pm de den the 7.30 de throw away.. we reach home at ard 9 plus.. den we hav bbq there his family all at home.. den after tat bf went to his fren's father funeral with his another fren at 12am den he ask mi to stay at home cos he dun wan let mi go to funeral ll those kind of things.. den i tellhim i wait for him to come back lo.. he say if i tired i go slp first den isay nvm, i wait .. den wait until 2am i play hp de game until i fall aslp.. he reached home at 2.30am.. den i woke up.. den we talked until 4am den slp.. den 9 plus in the mornin jiu wake up le.. very tired.. hehe.. den sunday went to pasar pagi wanted to buy shirt but nth for mi to buy so in the end only bought 2 pairs of shoes.. den at nite at 11 plus we went to eat supper.. eat till 1 am den reach home den slp.. hehe.. always gt a feelin go there liao dun feel like coming back liao cos there very relax although somwtimes will feel boring cos nth to do.. but nvm.. i like.. hehe.. dunno when can go again.. n i m quitting my job soon... yeah !!

2008-09-13T11:07:00.000-07:00

Finally it's SATURDAY !! now in office updat blog.. if not goin to rot liao..hahaha.. i m goin back to malaysia with bf in 3 hrs time.. hehe.. ytd is siew eng's bday n we went out to eat steamboat.. we eat until 9 plus like tat den actually wan go eat durian but too ex le.. so we nv eat.. den after ta we dunno where to go den at last decided to go jurong east de k box sing.. we went in to sing at 11 plus.. den i went home at 1.30am den slept at 2am.. tis morning nearly over slept.. haha.. last few days i m also very happy.. hehe.. very tired o.. nvm.. tis few days shld b can get enough rest ba.. last of all, i wan to wish all my frens 中秋节快乐 !

2008-09-01T10:13:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. bloggin in office again.. last 2 days, siew eng hav been accompanying mi to work n stay wif mi in office until i finish work cos there a bian tai lecturer tellin mi all those things which is not my business n he thought he gt money den can buy everything .. tellin mi all those disgusting things to mi n tat's he n his wife's problem lo.. dun need tell mi de.. n i will NEVER LIKE U !! after consulting my frens, i have decided to quit after i come back from malaysia as tis place is too dangerous for mi.. my frens also tell mi this is sexual harassment.. i wont report to police but i will use tis to quit my job.. whenever he come, i start to shiver.. i m scared of him.. tryin to get close to mi.. NO WAY!! MIND U , U R ALREADY A 50 YRS OLD UNCLE !! SINCE U LIKE SO DESPO, GEYLANG GT SO MANY.. CAN PICK AS MANY AS U LIKE SINCE YR WIFE CANT SATISFY U n u said tat yr wife let u wear green hat for the past 20 or 30 yrs.. go geylang since u gt money n everything will b settled liao.. dun ever come harass mi again..lookin at u makes mi wanna puke !! didnt know tat u r such a bian tai person.. i can b bad person n gd person depends on situation.. dun talk bout him liao !! hmmm.. later siew eng comin again.. hehe.. next saturday goin back to malaysia wif darling.. next week buy mooncake for my hse n darling's hse.. i wan to buy the 100% pure durian mooncake snowskin.. haha.. very delicious.. 4 big ones for $50.. not so sweet also..

2008-08-28T11:52:00.000-07:00

VERY VERY IRRITATED N ANGRY !! REALLY DUN FEEL LIKE WORKIN IN THIS COMPANY NOW, N FEELING TO JUZ TAKE MY BAG N GO HOME NOW .. U CAN DO THINGS FAST BUT U MUZ THINK I CAN OR NOT ! I ALONE DOIN EVERYTHING HERE.. U THINK I M ROBOT AH !? I M NOT LO !! U CAN DUN NEED SLP N WORK I CANNOT OK! DUN ALWAYS THINK BOUT YRSELF N NV THINK OF OTHERS! DUN MAKE PPL HATE U ! I THINK PPL ARE STARTING TO HATE U COS OF YR ATTITUDE N TEMPER ! I DO HAV MY ATTITUDE N TEMPER TOO ! THINGS RETURN U LIAO U SAY I NV DEN WAN TO VENT ANGER ON MI AH ! DEN WHEN FOUND LIAO DEN SAY SORRY , ANYHOW VENT ANGER LIAO DEN SAY SORRY , WAT'S THE USE ? U JUZ F***ING HELL GO N THINK LA HOR ... DIRECTOR SO WAT ? BIG F*** AH ! I SLAP U LIAO DEN SAY SORRY C U HAPPY MA ? I M NOT GOIN TO LET U BULLY MI ALL THE WAY N I M NOT GOIN TO DO FREE LABOUR WORK FOR U ! I M NOT YR MAID ! DUN SOMETIMES TREAT MI SUPER GD AS IF WANT TO BRIBE MI N WAN MI TO CONTINUE TO WORK FOR U ! I M GOIN TO QUIT SOONER OR LATER.. NO WONDER NO PPL WAN TO WORK HERE ! WHOEVER COME HERE IS A HELL FOR THEM ! IF I GO OTHER COMPANY WORK PAY WILL DEFINITELY B HIGHER THAN HERE N U DUN SAY MY CERT IS USELESS ! CANT ITE STUDENT STOP SCHOOLIN N COME WORK ? DUN EVER FORCE MI TO DO THINGD TAT I DUN WAN ! I M STARTIN TO HATE U ! I CARRY ON STAYIN HERE IS BCOS I PITY U ! PITY U , U UNDERSTAND ? DUN PRETEND TO TREAT YR STAFF GD IN FRONT OF EVERYONE N IN THE BACK , JUZ KNOW HOW TO NAG N SCOLD ! I DUN NEED U TO GIVE MI ANY TRAINING BECOS I M PREPARING TO QUIT ! U DELAY YR OPERATION IS YR OWN BUSINESS ! I NV SIGN ANY CONTRACT WIF U N I CAN JUX GO ! EVEN IF U INCREASE MY PAY I ALSO WONT STAY!WORK UNTIL NOT HAPPY WAT FOR STAY ? I AM ALSO STARTIN TO GET IRRITATED OF U ! SICK ALSO MUZ COME WORK .. EVER SINCE I STARTED WORKIN HERE I ALWAYS FALL SICK ! JUZ LET MI GO WHEN I RESIGN !

2008-08-26T16:13:00.000-07:00

ok la.. i now come update liao la.. hmmm firstly, i wan to thanks Ah ben n Gek ting for helping mi change my blog skin.. haha.. now in office.. so many things to do.. headache.. den now i dun wan do anything in the office, i juz watch youtube, play msn, read blog.. haha.. hmmm.. next mth mid autum goin back to malaysia wif darling.. =) but saturday still have to work.. but nvm, after work jiu go back liao.. =) haiyo.. tis few days very stress sia.. think mi gt problem.. past 2 weeks head pain until cannot tahan, den now when wan to recall or think of something, my head very pain sia.. den stomach can pain until cannot stand straight n walk.. very scary sia.. den too stress chest will pain.. scared later slp until half den i disappear from tis world sia.. i dun wan ! i still gt many things haven do yet, earn more money, married, have my own family and many many more.. i dun wan to juz leave like tat.. my loved ones and ppl who care abt mi will be sad.. or mayb i think too much la.. haiz...... very stress.. HEADACHE n GIDDINESS PLEASE GO AWAY !! I HATE U !!

2008-08-18T10:27:00.000-07:00

haiz...... feelin sick now.. having headache n still muz come work.. have been goin to hospital everyday to visit my uncle cos he gt into an accident in Indonesia n he struggled back to Singapore for treatment by takin ferry back.. he didnt even call for ambulance to send him to the hospital lo.. last friday i hav been vomiting n feelin veey uncomfortable .. mayb i not enough slp ba.. mayb later might to go visit him again.. cos i having ot today.. tml might go n c doc n hav check up le.. feel tat my body is gettimg weaker n weaker.. =(

2008-08-11T10:45:00.000-07:00

hmmmmm.. cut n coloured my hair ytd.. very satisfied wif it but it cost mi $91 includin treatment.. broke liao.. tis mth overspend liao.. hehe.. ever since darling call mi n met mi out n talk to mi i m very happy.. now when he's workin n he's free he will call mi n ask mi where m i or wat i m doin.. hehe.. finally getting his care which i longed for.. den he bring mi out to eat den he said tat next mth mid autum festival he getting leave n i will b goin back to his home with him .. i am very happy.. hope no more quarrel for us n we live like how we r now.. happy chatting n eating dinner together .. when i was left alone n he dun care abt mi tat time, i would like to thanks my frens, SIEW ENG(listening to mi n talking to mi), ALVIN (listening to mi, cheering mi up), HAN LIANG (he everyday meet mi n bring mi go out eat although he need to work, cheering mi up, talkin to mi, accompanying mi), DONG LING (For listenin to mi).. Thanks for being there for mi when i m feeling low.. i had done the silliest things by using a pen knife to cut my hand n nearly cut my wrist, u all scolded mi n talkin mi to my sense.. but tat time i m also really stessed up wif piles of work.. handling admin n acc alone.. i really cant handle so much time at a time.. I WAN TO CHANGE JOBBBBBB !!!

2008-08-05T11:03:00.000-07:00

Today is our 1 yr 5mths liao.. will u come out n meet mi ? already 5 days le.. i really miss u very much.. lookin at u every mornin makes mi smile in my heart.. do u know how much i miss u tis few days.. i know u r feelin terrible too.. hope u can come out n meet mi today..

2008-08-04T11:41:00.001-07:00

Sianz..... already 4 days liao n i nv see u.. when are u goin to meet mi ??

2008-08-01T10:29:00.000-07:00

have been in a bad mood since wed.. ytd quarrel wif him and he say my attitude n temper not gd.. ya i admit my attitude n temper not gd.. but muz u shout at mi when i talk to u nicely ? my attitude comes when u suddenly shout at my when i m talkin to u nicely.. EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT OK ?? HAPPY ? although u say i m not wrong u r wrong cos u shouted at mi.. but the way u talk is like *#%@%&#** !! U nv talked to mi like tis b4..wat wrong hav i done ? i didnt even slp last night till today mornin.. i didnt even eat ytd.. i hate quarrelling with u.. always quarrel wif u i felt very terrible.. no appetite, cant slp, tears kepy rolling down from my eyes.. sometimes i only need yr care n concern.. is tis too much too ask from u.. no matter how tired or slpy i still acc u without any complain or tell u tat i m tired..i juz wan to spend more time with u .. is all this wrong ?! i appreciate tat u acc mi for dinner everyday even though u r tired or wait for mi to go back when i workin ot.. thanks !! but i m really stress at work.. not tat i dun wan to change my attitude or wat.. my temper i hav change alot.. u shld know tat.. i know sometimes u r stress too.. but my work r more stresss!! can u understand how i feel ? CAN U ? sometimes juz c u smile i will b very happy.. WAT IF I DISAPPEAR FROM TIS WORLD, WILL U B SAD ?

2008-07-26T14:41:00.000-07:00

long time didnt blog le.. cos busy, lazy, and no mood.. tis mth hav been feelin moody.. keep havin quarrels one after another.. firstly, my bf, den my cousins.. getting sick and tired of tis lifestyle.. my quarrel wif bf hav been solved.. but for my cousins side we hav not been talkin to each other since the quarrel.. first wan is nv quarrel but bcos of i nv lend him my laptop for him to play games he angry cos my auntie hav been complainin tat electricity hav been raising and my cousin hav been playin his game till mornin somemore using my laptop, so i lied to him say tat i nv bring home but dunno which mouth big cousin go tell him tat's y he angry.. the 2 female cousins like to complain alot n when 1 day i cannot tolerate them liao i will confirm give them a big tight slap on their bloody face !! i m living wif my 4 cousins n auntie n i hav not been talkin to 3 of them already.. all startin to give mi all kinds of attitude.. cant my phone ring when i am at home ? is it a crime ? u r not sleepin n i have to rite to on my phone wif ring tone.. u wan to turn on yr phone to silent mode is yr F***in business.. damn angry lo.. phone cant even ring when i am at home.. might as well dun stay at home.. so tat's y i hav always been goin out.. wat a sickenin lifestyle.. dun say i suspect them or wat.. wat they do they shld know in their heart.. they will get back retribution.. i dun wan to say bad things bout them or wat.. they forced mi to bcome like tat.. i have my limit.. dun make mi burst n hurt anyone in the family.. i will not feel sorry for them.. i m not who i use to b.. living in this background force mi to b the mi now.. so dun say i change since i started workin or wat.. i juz wan a peaceful n u do wan a peaceful life too , rite ? so i am tolerating now.. REMEMBER.. DUN MAKE MI ANGRY TO THE EXTEND OF MY LIMIT OR I WILL TURN REAL NASTY !!

2008-06-24T00:17:00.000-07:00

STUPID STUPID STUPID !!! DAMN ANGRY!! IDIOT!! DUN NEED SAY MI UNTIL LIKE TAT MA.. BOSS SO WAT ?! BIG F*** AH!! NOT MY FAULT MA.. EVERYTIME U DO THE WRONG THINGS DEN IN THE END SAY I DO WAN DEN MY FAULT LA! SAY SORRY FOR THE MISTAKE I MAKE DEN U NEED TO SAY BECOS OF MY WORD SORRY COS U $10.. I PAY U BACK LA! IF I STAY NEAR DUN NEED U TO GO DOWN ! I CAN GO HELP R LOCK THE DOOR SINCE SHE FORGET TO BRING THE KEY.. U FORGET TO BRING KEY OR WAT WE ALSO HELP U DIDNT SAY ANYTHING.. NOW U GIVE US TIS ATTITUDE.. WHO CAN TOLERATE U SIA! I TAT TIME JUZ TAPPED MY CARD GO INTO MRT STATION U CALL MI GO BCK HELP U OPEN DOOR COS U LOCK YRSELF OUTSIDE.. I GT SAY ANYTHING MA ?? NV LO !! U NO KEY LOCK DOOR ASK R GO BACK HELP U LOCK, SHE GT SAY ANYTHING MA ? ALSO NV LO.. NOW I KNOW WHY ALL YR ADMIN STAFF WORK FOR U FOR A FEW MTHS JIU QUIT LIAO.. C YR OWN TEMPER !! BLOODY HELL LO.. WORKIN WIF U IS SO STRESS!! U WAIT N C !!

2008-06-20T23:14:00.000-07:00

so long nv blog liao.. cos very busy , tired n lazy. hehe.. workin life is not easy.. muz c ppl face n deals wif different kind of ppl.. especially other country de agent.. sometimes talk to them .. den the teachers there sometimes so problematic de.. look so si wen but they r bai lei !! so rude some more.. they shld set role model for us n not b so rude ! educated ppl shld not behave this way !!

this few days hav been feelin sick n ytd took my first MC .. haha.. doc ask mi " u wan 1 day or 2 day MC ?" i stupidly say "1 day will do".. den today go back work not feelin so well also.. sianz lo.. but nvm.. tml's saturday le.. so fast wor.. time pass real fast !! goin to b july soon..

2008-05-26T09:29:00.000-07:00

Back frm malaysia ytd.. actually thought of comin back today cos not feelin very well after saturday's night drinking wif darling and his frens after goin to the bride's hse..

but darling n me need to work today..

7 like tat reach malaysia home den go out pasar malam walk walk awhle den we go hav our dinner den we go home .. we watched tv until half his fren was outside his hse, den his fren was driving and she horned outside his hse den call us to get into the car cos we going to the bride's hse.. when we reach there, there was so many food but we didnt eat cos we was too full to eat..

but to enjoy ourselves, i also followed n drank as much as i can.. we reach home at ard 4am n i was little bit drunk n i went to bed..

Darling n mi woke up at 8 am.. so tired !! den we went to pasar pagi n he bought mi clothes, skirt n pants.. spending abt RM122.. hehe..den ytd the wedding was not like s'pore, they r like in a school hall wif tables but no air con.. but alright la.. the atmosphere there not bad .. den his frens kept askin darling when is his turn.. haha.. first time hang out wif so many of his frens.. but overall, i m very happy..

Darling, u hav become part of my life n no matter wat happens, i will always b by yr side.. i love u.. muackz..

2008-05-24T10:20:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. now in office while waitin for my things to be ready i shld do some blooging first.. later after work goin back to m'sia wif darling and tml attend fren's de wedding.. i wonder how the wedding took place in m'sia's kampong.. tml i will know.. hehe.. tis few days so busy wif my work n printing some agent things.. print 500 copy 1 shot den need to cut into half but now lucky gt paper cutter.. if not later until morning also cannot finish.. =) I MISS XIANLI, GEK TING, SHU HUA, HUITING, AGNES AND ALL MY FRENS TAT VERY LONG NV MEET.. muz take care o.. =)

2008-05-17T12:19:00.000-07:00

Finally !! getting out of the house which i m not happy in !! will be moving on monday to another place.. grow up le, work le, muz also b more sensible not not childish anymore.. muz know how to think also.. THANKS FOR LETTING MI GO .. after i left, take gd care of yrself and i will take gd care of myself too.. and after i left, u all will b happy again leading back yr life without mi in the hse and hav a happy family again, i will also b happy.. i am leavin on my own accord, and i shall b responsible for my own safety.. i would like to stay but many things had happened , i had no choice but to leave as i couldnt take it anymore.. sorry for the unfillialness.. everytime after we quarrel my heart is very pain and y we cant b wat we use to b last time, so happy talkin n teasin each other ? y things juz hav to happened tis way n turn out tis way.. ( my heart is crying in silence) from now on, u can start yr new life and i can start mine too.. Samantha, u can do it, jia you and jian chi dao di..

2008-05-15T09:30:00.000-07:00

HAIZ !! Y MUZ ALWAYS BECAUSE OF MONEY DEN QUARREL ?!! I REALLY DUN HAVE ANYMORE MONEY TO LEND U !! I NEED TO DO SOME SAVING ALSO ! I KNOW U NEED TO PAY BILLS BUT I REALLY DUN HAV MONEY !! MUZ EVERYTIME MUZ B MI AND I HAV TO HELP U BORROW FROM MY FRENS ?!! ALWAYS MONEY MONEY MONEY !!EVERSINCE I CAME OUT TO WORK WE SELDOM TALK N ALWAYS QUARREL BCOS OF MONEY.. DOES TIS LOOK LIKE HOME TO MI ? NOW EVERYTIME I DUN FEEL LIKE GOIN HOME FOR THE FEAR OF QUARRELING WIF U !! I DUN LIKE TIS ! I ALSO HAV MY OWN THINGS TO PAY N I NEED EXPENSES TO SPEND TOO !! PLS LET MI OFF N SPARE A THOUGHT FOR MI !! IF I NO MONEY I TAKE FROM U , U SCOLDED MI ! WAT IS TIS ?? WAT IS TIS WORLD BECOMIN ?!!

2008-05-11T19:13:00.000-07:00

VERY NOT IN A GOOD MOOD TODAY !! VERY IRRITATED !! I HATE TIS FEELING !! STUPID LO!! SHLD I HATE MYSELF OR WAT ?! DUN EVEN KNOW WAT M I DOIN !

2008-05-08T10:55:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. beside some family problems, everything is fine..

last saturady went back to malaysia wif darling.. after my work, i went to meet darling n we went back together.. we reached home at abt 7 plus n after we put our things in the room, we went out for dinner as his mum didnt cook our dinner as she didnt expect us to b home so early cos darling gt call home n tell her we wont b reachin home so early.. we went to pasar malam n bought some food den headed to coffeeshop fro our dinner, wanton mee.. haha.. den after tat went home rest n watch tv awhile den abt 11 like tat we went out for supper again ,, fried cockles wif chilli, otah, BBQ sotong wif chilli.. DELICIOUS !! tis is wat i hav for my supper everytime i go back malaysia.. haha.. sunday mornin we woke up at 10 den we went to pasar pagi (morning pasar malam) .. darling bought mi a shirt which cost RM 55 .. the actual price of the clothes is RM 62.90 n darling help mi to bargain n cut the price.. he also bought a bag for mi which cost RM 30.. haha.. thanks darling for everything.. haha.. den after tat we went for our breakfast at the same coffeeshop where w had our dinner.. we had chicken rice.. den after tat we went for a few spin b4 goin home for nap.. haha.. slept till 5.30pm.. haha.. i felt very relax when i go back there.. our bus leaving at 7 den we quickly took turns to go for shower n had our dinner tat his mum cook.. after tat we went for spinnin ard the area b4 goin home n off we go to take our bus back to Larkin interchange.. the jam at there was terrible.. so many ppl.. but expected cos it's a sunday.. so darling suggested tat we take BA WANG CHE back to s'pore.. it drives us until our hse downstairs which only cos S$10 per person.. from malaysia to our hse.. reached home at abt 10 plus.. very tired.. haha.. dunno when will b my next trip back.. darling say tat next time wan go KL.. haha.. but i hope to go Genting again.. =)

2008-04-27T16:30:00.000-07:00

today is sunday.. haha.. dun need to go back to office.. but tml muz go back !! work again.. but nvm.. another few more days will b my pay day.. hahaha.. money money money.. but need to pay for my bills n give home.. but need to save too.. if not no money.. haha.. next week wont hav time to blog le.. will b more bz le..

Current Mood : Happy =)

2008-04-26T11:42:00.000-07:00

so fast ! it's Saturday again.. plannin outing for my students n they wanted to go night safari as they hav nv been there b4 ever since they came to singapore.. if BBQ muz stay overnight den fun.. but i think boss wont allow ba.. the night safari muz wait for boss come back den discussed .. most probably will b goin next week if can.. dunno.. c how ba.. still haven recover from my sick.. sianz.. hopin to go back to m'sia with darling next mth to visit his parents n buy some things for his nieces n nephews .. =) hope darling's parents can stay healthy forever, n all those ard mi n my frens.. =) Everyone Jia You in Life ba !!!!!

2008-04-24T11:33:00.000-07:00

Feelin sick now n here i m workin.. bcos if i dun come no one come work cos my boss is at overseas for meeting.. will only b back at the end of the month.. feelin feverish, havin a sore throat n little bit flu, head little bit giddy.. tonite gotta work OT again.. lucky tml dun need.. =) lookin forward to another outing wif boss n students.. last saturday mi , my boss n 9 students went out for steamboat at bugis here.. all the students r foreigner .. we had a great timr n after steamboat , it was about 9 plus n we went ard bugis area lookin for a place to sit down n hav a drink.. we ordered beer n we chatted until 11 plus den go home.. had a wonderful day.. well i m the in charge for the outing tat day.. haha.. next outing might b Sentosa ? or Cycling at East Coast? or havin BBQ? haha.. will c how after boss come back.. =)

2008-04-22T12:31:00.000-07:00

haiz.. ever since i come out to work, every thing changed ! some ppl at home i think hav been back stabbing mi !

WAT EVER U WAN TO SAY JUZ SAY IN FRONT OF MI N DUN NEED TO WRITE IN A PAPER N LEAVE IT THERE ! IF U DARE TO SAY DUN HAV I WILL THROW THOSE PAPER DIRECTLY AT YR FACE !! TRYING TO CURSE MI ! LOOK AT YRSELF FIRST !

hasnt been happy for the past 2 weeks but lucky darling is always there for mi.. thks darling.. n i will know wat to do.. i muz grow up liao.. i dun wan to depend on any one.. might as well depend on myself.. if not will appeaer some back stabbing attitude b**** ! i hate it..

N DUN WORRY ! I WONT B THERE LONG IF THESE KIND OF THINGS CONTINUES! IS LIVING TOGETHER SO DIFFICULT ? EVERYTIME WHEN I WAS GOIN TO UNTIED THE KNOT IN MY HEART N TREAT U ALL AS MY FAMILY N QUARRELS ALWAYS OCCURS ! MAKES MI CANT ACCEPT U ALL AS FAMILY ! IS IT SO DIFFICULT ?! IF IT IS, JUZ SAY SO N CHASE MI OUT.. I CAN DEPEND ON MYSELF N U CAN HAV YR OWN LIFE WIF YR PERCIOUS DAUGHTERS WHO ALWAYS APPLE POLISHED THOSE WHO HAV HAO CHU FOR THEM !! ESP THE YOUNGEST ONE !!!!!

STRESSED !!!!!!!!!

2008-04-14T14:32:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. long time no blog liao cos busy workin workin workin.. workin in tis company for 1 mth plus le.. it's quite ok for mi.. my "boss" treat mi well also.. but do things need to b very careful.. but very tiring.. sianz.. goin to take leave for next mth den go m'sia shoppin.. buy cothes, shoes.... haha.. ytd went to watch Three Kingdom wif darling .. the show was nice.. the fightin was cool too.. imagine a General fightin against the enemy wif abt a few hundred ppl alone!! OMG.. tat was cool.. haha.. very happy wor.. =) hmmm.. gt back my ITE result also.. didnt manage to do well but can pass n get my cert can le... haha..

2008-03-29T13:40:00.000-07:00

hmmmm.. today's is sat.. finally it's my day off.. tml also.. haha..wed i take off also cos wan go pray.. hehe.. mayb next month goin back to m'sia wif darling den go pasar pagi something like passar malam.. haha.. provided that i can get off lo.. hope can .. now workin liao know wat is hard earn money liao. money cannot anyhow spend liao.. very tiring wor..

2008-03-23T23:49:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. finally graduate le .. den tat time last day of sch afternoon went back to malaysia wif aiai to eat durians !! haha.. den come back liao lookin for job den muz work liao.. now finally workin le.. mon to sat workin at a private business sch den sun workin at singtel roadshow promotion.. very tiring wor.. but no choice.. muz earn money even though there's no off day for mi unless i get leave.. wait for another 1 or 2 months my job stable liao den take leave ba.. =)

2008-03-07T14:02:00.000-08:00

graduate le !! need to find job le.. dun wan study liao.. so sianz.. a few days ago went to baobei hse in m'sia to eat durians.. haha.. the durian there the meat very thick den the seed only small small.. hmmm.. sianz.. dunno wwan to find wat job to do first..

2008-02-27T10:27:00.000-08:00

haiz.. headache headache !! ytd didnt come sch coz feelin giddy when i wake up n my throat was abit pain. today den come to sch.. later goin for the cross country thing n the real cross country will start next wed.. ytd when pasar malam buy thing eat after dinner den walk to the park there sit n talk talk wif aiai.. den after tat we walked home den when at my hse downstairs, we played until he accidently hit his head on the wall when i was pullin him.. den he gt little bit angry n i was very sad n heartache.. he sounded tat he was angry at one moment and another moment he sounded was like jokin to mi.. i also dunno if he was really angry.. sad.. den i banged my head against the wooden cupboard in my room 2 times n the wall one time.. it hurts n i know his pain when his head was banged against the wall.. now my forehead is still pain.. feelin sick today.. i told him tat i go n banged my head against the wall and cupboard to feel his pain and he scolded mi.. think he not angry le ba.. =) hope so..

2008-02-25T09:43:00.000-08:00

CNY gone again.. time flies fast tis yr too.. Cny was boring tis yr.. dun hav the cny de qi fen.. bai nian liao jiu go home liao.. so boring.. back to sch today.. hav been feeling tired easily for the past few weeks.. also dunno y .. sianz...

2008-02-13T09:51:00.000-08:00

hmmm... cny tis yr is a little bit boring.. 1st n 2nd day go bai nian liao den go home.. but my luck tis yr was gd.. hehe.. hmmm.. darling went back to m'sia for 6 days n when he came back we went for supper.. den after talk talk at the park there until 1am den go home.. den he pass mi a ang bao which his mummy gave to mi.. hehe.. den the next day i called his mummy n said thanks for the ang bao she gave mi.. hehe.. next thurs cny goin to end le.. but tml is valentine day.. still dunno wat to buy for him.. haiz... guys things are hard to buy.. later or tml den go c ba.. =)

2008-02-04T10:38:00.000-08:00

hmmmm.. 3 more days to CNY.. but tml darling goin back le.. will not b able to c him for 6 DAYS!!! will miss him lots... =( hope tis 6 days can faster pass n can c him soon.. cant go back wif him cos i need to go ard bai nian here in singapore.. mayb next time den go his hse n when first day of CNY den call his hse n tell his parents ba.. =) HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!

2008-01-28T10:26:00.000-08:00

hmm.. ytd didnt manage to go JB for shopping cos darling cant get off as CNY is round the corner n he need to make many many pineapple tars n many more.. =( last wed my uncle off n he brought mi , my 2 cousins n auntie to bugis to buy new year clothes.. i bought 2 whole suit skirt n a sandals.. haha.. was very happy.. the next day when come to sch, stomach was very very pain.. was like struggling to walk .. i told teacher tat i was goin home as my stomach was super pain.. when i reach home, i juz lie down on my sofa n had no appetite to eat.. friday also didnt go sch also cos when i walk my stomach was pain.. den after tat my back was aching.. den when slpin at night or mornin wake up will sometimes hav the feelin of vomiting but i nv vomit out.. today also gt tis feelin.. later goin to c doc.. dun know wat happened to mi..

2008-01-21T10:09:00.000-08:00

hmmm.. ytd darling brought mi to jurong point to walk walk at the pasar malam there den go shoppin centre there walk walk.. he bought mi 2 jeans n 1 top.. he bought himself a jeans but nv bought shirt.. but ytd really spent alot of money le.. next year comin some more.. den we go eat dinner at abt 9 plus at jurong west den after tat we go home.. haha.. i want some more clothes.. hahaha..

HAPPY BDAY TO U , XIANLI !!

2008-01-17T11:18:00.000-08:00

hmmm.. long time no blog le.. these few days feel kind of moody again.. mayb tired ba.. also dunno why i always feel tired easily.. hmmm.. next week goin to JB wif aiai n his frens.. mayb go there color hair n do some shoppin for new year clothes.. hehe.. hmmm... now gt flash project.. so confusin.. dunno wan to do wat.. dunno i can complete or not.. sianz..

2008-01-10T11:30:00.000-08:00

HAPPY HAPPY !!

ytd got my new phone tat baobei bought for mi ..

haha..

hmmm..

CNY is round the corner..

wonder wat clothes to buy n where to buy..

cant think of any place to buy..

sian..

now gt another project doin flash de..

individual work..

still gt noi idea wat to do ..

sianz..

but nvm..

slowly slowly think lo..

no more exams after next mth 4th juz projects for us..

hehe..

so project muz do well..

hee..

jia you for this 2 mths n will b out of tis sch le..

no more studies for mi..

juz earn money n save money for future..

haha..

2008-01-09T10:51:00.000-08:00

hmmm..

happy happy !!

my baobei bought a new phone for mi !!

haha..

sometimes he bought expensive things for mi i will feel heart pain for him cos it's his hard earned money..

but sometimes he say nvm..

as long as i like it can le..

haha..

like last yr for my bday he spent ard $200++ ..

bought a 1kg cake for mi to celebrate wif my frens , a baby g watch n brought mi to hav a big meals..

hmmm..

we r also graduating soon le..

will relax awhile b4 findin a job n start to save money for future..

hehe..

goin to step into the society n mayb will b facin alot of problems as we r reachin adulthood le.. nvm..

it's part of growin up..

haha !!

hope days ahead for us will b happy n hav peaceful life for us ..

thanks baobei for everything u hav done for mi n dote on mi.. =)

2008-01-07T09:55:00.000-08:00

hmmmmm.. back to sch le.. but first day back to sch not feelin quite well.. gt quite bad cough den little bit flu den sore throat.. sianz... haha.. chinese new year comin le.. next mth.. haha.. we also goin to graduate soon.. hope we can keep in contact wif each other.. =) holiday feel like comin sch, when sch reopen feel like holiday.. haha.. funny rite.. hehe..

2007-12-15T09:30:00.000-08:00

another day passed.. not goin out of singapore le.. not feelin well.. ytd had a terrible tummyache.. so borin.. tues had a quarrel wif aiai .. which made us very unhappy.. bcos of a stupid bitch salesgal.. actually our day was very happy as it's his off day n we hardly go shoppin.. but it ended in a quarrel.. the salesgal keep askin my bf make the pearl necklace for mi den i say i dun like but she keep insisting n i said dun wan den she said my bf " a guy b my bf b until such a failure " i was so angry n keep sayin the stupid salesgal n my bf gt irritated of it n scolded mi ask mi to stop.. i dun like ppl to say my bf like tat.. he say he dun mind le wat for i mind.. if i ever c tat bitch again i confirm stare hard at her .. stupid china salesgal........

2007-12-10T11:00:00.000-08:00

hmmm.. thks siew eng for helpin mi make the tag box.. hmmm.. these few days de mood not really gd.. keep imaginating things .. i think i gt you yu zheng (depression).. ssometime gt the feelin tat i goin to die.. sometimes my head hurt till goin to burst.. some mor etml is our last paper.. i did ask my fren, wat if i suddenly die.. my fren say i think too much.. mayb i did.. sometimes i dunno wat to do.. n dunno wan to do wat.. juz feelin very tired.. juz close my eyes n slp.. but when fall into slp, sometimes bad dreams will come n make mi anyhow think again..

2007-12-07T11:44:00.000-08:00

school's gettin too quiet to mi.. nth to talk about like last time.. jokin ard, goin out together, havin meals together n talkin together.. all of tis hav gone.. when i come to class, it seems like i m in my own world.. did i do anything wrong ? can anyone tell mi.. juz like a stranger to tis place.. sometimes gt no one to turn to but to find someone else who is in another class to talk .. tat person who always listen n talk to mi.. am i so tao ren yan in everybody's eye ? suddenly gt tat cold look in the eyes n as if i hav done sometihing wrong.. if i hav muz tell mi.. last time comin to sch was very happy for mi as i thought i hav really found my frens.. but in the end.. NO!! now i think comin to sch is a torture for mi.. human do makes mistakes too.. gt the feelin tat everyone is so cold towards mi except for a few .. Am i havin depression ? or m i thinkin too much ? sometimes dun even feel like comin to sch.. tis feelin struck mi last mth.. i also dunno why..

2007-12-06T12:24:00.000-08:00

hmmm.. back again.. didnt go sch ytd cos lazy n leg pain.. tue injured my toe n my toe swollen n walkin was like i sprain my leg.. today come sch leg still pain n now in air con room my leg is very cold n pain.. think my mood gonna change.. goin to get irritated anytime.. hope teacher will dismiss early n i can get out of this air con room fast.. now my whole leg pain.. hmmm.. next tue last paper n fri goin to malaysia to celebrate my aiai bday early wif his family .. hehe.. ytd rained the whole day n i dun feel cold .. until at night when goin to slp den i feel cold cos in air con room.. hehe.. hav a nice sleep until to day mornin.. hehe..

2007-12-04T12:15:00.000-08:00

5 days nv blog le.. hmmm.. back to bloggin today in sch.. hmmm.. tis few days keep feelin so tired n little bit moody ba.. i also dunno why.. haiz.. next week holiday le.. goin out of singapore again mayb on next friday.. hehe.. dun think tto much.. juz enjoy my holiday n the comin chinese new yr in 2 mths time.. hee.. hav been playin mahjong for the past 2 days wif my cousins n auntie.. hee.. play until blur blur.. hehe.. enjoy enoy enjoy !!!

2007-11-29T11:22:00.000-08:00

hmmm..

think nv blog for long time le ba..

lazy to post n tis few weeks very tired..

also dunno y..

hmmm..

Christmas reachin n comin to end of yr le..

tis yr passed very fast..

haha..

hmmm..

goin to enjoy my tis comin holiday ba..

n Chinese New Year.. h

ahaha..

2007-11-19T11:42:00.000-08:00

haiz..

blogging in sch again..

my weekends was i think little bit boring ba..

hmmm ..

so sianz lo..

come sch also sianz..

for attendance only..

come here slack..

if not i slp at home..

nvm..

count down to my holidasyss...

hehe..

comin sonn..

comin soon ba..

3 more weeks..

hehe..

2007-11-16T11:30:00.000-08:00

hmmm..

bloggin in sch again..

tis few days come sch very borin..

like nth to do..

but nvm..

dismiss early everyday..

i think 4 more weeks to holidays..

lookin forward to it..

holidays until Jan 7 ba..

if i m not wrong..

next mth christmas, den after tat chinese new yr le..

very fast wor..

hope next year will b a gd year for everyone ahead.. =)

Current mood: okok

2007-11-12T10:21:00.000-08:00

hmmm.. blogging in sch again.. hmmm.. am i happy wif the life i hav now ? i think i m .. =) nth happened much tis few days.. as times passed, i m feeling more xin fu as each days passed.. =) i m happy wif tat.. wed is exam le.. still dunno some of the things.. nvm.. slowly slowly learn.. everything will juz b alrite.. juz b myself , b more understandin .. =) hopin to lead a peaceful life from now on.. =) MY promise to u will always b there.. nv regret bein wif u.. it's my choice n my decision.. happy bein wif u.. thanks for feelin the same..

2007-11-09T10:28:00.000-08:00

hmmmm.. updating my blog in sch again.. sianzzz.. come sch like nv come like tat.. come only to mark attendance den slack do some work only.. so boring.. hmmmm... tis few days modd was okok.. but when come to sch will b like emo again.. didnt attend sch for quite some dayS last week bcos of bball competition.. after the competition i came back, gt a feelin of feelin very strange n everyone was like stranger.. i too felt stranger to my frens too.. like gt nth much to talk le.. hmmm.. nvm la... =) slowly slowly adapt again ba.. hmmm.. stop here le ba.. nth to write le..

Post for past few days

2007-11-07T10:02:00.000-08:00

27 oct

had an enjoyable day on tis day which is my bday.. Gek ting, shu hua, xianli, agnes, huiting, ah ben celebrate wif mi at Cuppage (orchard) de party world.. mornin i went to my aiai workin place to take the cake he bought den went down to Heeren there meet them.. haha.. had a great time ther and it is my first time so touchin by wat they hav done for mi.. THANKS!!

den after tat ard 6 we went home den i go meet my aiai finish work den we go out eat.. he bought mi a bday present, a baby g watch.. hehe.. den he brought mi go eat seafood !! haha.. black pepper crab, drunk prawn, asparagus wif scallop.. haha.. had a very enjoyable day tat day..

28 oct

my another grp of frens celebrate wif mi.. we went to bugis den we go watch movie.. we watched "the seekers" .. haha.. a nice movie.. den after tat go walk walk den go back le..

29 oct

First day of my ITESC bball competition.. against CE was very excited.. they r very fast n the no.6 shot very accurately..

30 oct

today vs CC2.. also a enjoyable game .. tis year's game was a very happy n fun wan.. i nv shot like last year, "shi wan ba qian li" haha..

31 oct

today against CC1.. also a fun game.. hehe.. monday our finals..

5 nov

today our finals.. was very excited.. but we gt 2nd.. nvm.. nice try as we have already tried our best.. wat's over is over.. =)

7 nov

today is GEK TING de bday.. HAPPY BDAY TO U!! hehe.. so boring.. come sch like nv come sch like tat.. teacher on reservice den relief teacher come.. dun come better.. sianz.. all my sadness have gone away.. may happiness be wif mi always.. =) cant blog for tis few weeks cos internet gt problem.. so gotta blog in sch..

2007-10-25T14:43:00.000-07:00

Yeah yeah...

my day comin..

haha..

count down to 2 more days..

haha..

hope to hav an enjoyable bday..

hehe..

aiai ordered a cake ask mi take go celebrate wif frens as both of us cant finish it..

hehe..

after celebrating wif my frens den at nite will be wif my aiai..

hee..

sunday wif another group of frens goin to sentosa..

den mon, tues n wed will b our ITESC le..

quite nervous as days r nearer..

but nvm.. =)

ITE COLLEGE WEST JIA YOU!!

2007-10-24T09:34:00.000-07:00

haiz...

y am i different from others?

y cant i b the same as others?

WHY ? WHY ?WHY ?

i dun wan tis kind of life..

i juz wan to hav a happy teenage life n a peaceful harmony family..

do i hav now ?

NO! my life is in a mess now..

wat shld i do ?

am i born into tis world to hav parentless when others hav ?

it's not fair to take them away frm mi !!

haiz...

it's my fate ba.. =(

2007-10-21T14:48:00.000-07:00

hmmm... getting more n more stranger to tis place.. more n more stanger to the person closest to mi.. everything was like a super bad dream to mi but it's real.. not a dream !! haiz.. dun think too much.. days passed very fast.. hmmmm.. countdown to 6 more days !! would i b happy 6 days later ? or will i b sad ? when times come, i will know the ans.. ....................

sick sick sick

2007-10-16T18:35:00.000-07:00

hmmmm..

i sick le..

ytd midnight 3 plus wake up den cannot slp le..

den mornin went for bball trainin but i nv train i only sit there n c wat coach teach them..

i was feelin very terrible by then..

after tat went to meet my aiai for lunch..

i didnt eat anything, only drink as i hav no appetite..

den he pass mi money ask mi go c doc..

den go c doc tat time i gt a very bad throat infection n high fever, 40 degree..

actually doc wan give mi injection but i dun wan..

den doc say i cannot play sport for 1 week..

den if i still unwell mayb muz go hospital le..

sianz..

den gt MC for 2 days..

thurs mayb go take jersey only ba..

nv train..

now still gt little bit xin ku.. =(

hope i can faster get well..

2007-10-15T11:19:00.000-07:00

today sch reopen le.. went back to sch den saw my frens very happi.. all my mood was not so bad le..

those two days my mood was damn bad n down..

hmmm..

dun care..

juz play well for next week de competition n train hard tis week can le..

JIA YOU ITE COLLEGE WEST TEAM !!!

2007-10-13T12:36:00.000-07:00

ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY !!!!!!!

FEELING LIKE AN EXTRA IN THE HSE, N I HATE THE FEELING OF QUARRELS QUARRELS !!!

DAMN SICK N TIRED OF IT LE...

SOMETIMES FEEL LIKE MOVING OUT..

STARTING TO CANNOT BREATHE ANYMORE..

BUT MUZ TOLERATE..

MAYB MOVIN OUT WILL TEACH MI HOW TO B INDEPENDENT N SAVE MONEY BA...

REALLY SICK N TIRED OF EVRYTHING LE !!

Bored

2007-10-12T02:56:00.001-07:00

Words to describe my day......

BORED BORED BORED !!!

2007-10-10T00:00:00.000-07:00

HOPE TO B INDEPENDENT!!

HOPE TO GET OUT OF TIS HOUSE FAST!!

HOPE TO MAKE MY OWN DECISIONS!!

HOPE TO DO THE THINGS I WAN!!

HOPE PPL CAN UNDERSTAND MI N WAT I M THINKING!!

2007-10-08T00:31:00.000-07:00

haha.. back to blogging.. hmmmm.. today went to watch movie wif aiai.. we wathed Resident Evil: Extinction.. hehe.. i think sneak preview back.. the show not bad.. but little bit similar to 28 weeks later.. but Resident Evil is nicer.. hehe..hmm. next week school reopen le.. hmmm.. our Itesc also comin le.. muz train hard for my shoot.. hehe.. cannot b like last yr le.. muz b brave.. take ball juz shoot.. hmmm... count down to 18 days !! wahahahaha......... =)

Tired ZzZzZ

2007-10-02T13:42:00.000-07:00

hmmmmm... nv blog for these few days cos quite lazy n tired.. hehe.. ytd went to jurong east entertainment to watch Balls of Fiery wif my aiai.. hehe.. quite a funny show.. abt ping pong.. itesc coming.. but dunno

which date.. so we will hav trainin for 2 days a week.. it's quite ok.. hope we can win this year..

hmm.. xiaoli.. dun need say sorry de la.. =) yr trainin days r more than mi.. den u gotta work at

nite also.. very tiring de.. so dun need say sorry.. =) u train at there i train at here also the

same.. hehe.. hmmm.. later goin for trainin.. muz train my shooting also.. hope i can shoot

accurately n better than last year.. end here le ba.. =)

FuN tRiP

2007-09-27T01:20:00.000-07:00

HAHA.. i m back.. didnt blog these few days bcos i went back wif my aiai to his malaysia kampong hse.. tis is my 2nd visit to his hse..

1st day

reach his hse in JB ard 10 plus cos need to wait for him finish work.. here to his hse is ard 3 hrs ba.. and then we went out for dinner cos we haven eat .. go back to his hse after dinner n den rest awhile den slp..

2nd day

woke up at 9 plus den went out for breakfast.. Roti prata.. haha.. den at nite which is mooncake festival.. i played wif 1 of his cutie pie niece.. we played candles together .. haha.. it has been a long time since i played candles.. haha.. after tat we went out for supper.. bbq stingray, bbq sotong n cockles.. plus starfruit plum juice.. yummy.. nice nice.. ther taste is different frm Singapore.. the first time i go back wif him we only ate stingray.. hehe.. next time go back muz try the vegetable there.. haha.. after tat when goin back hm we saw police den "run" off.. cos he was ridin motorcycle n we nv wore helmet.. so he speed off n we safely reached hm.. haha..

3rd day

woke up at 11am den go eat their wanton mee tai mak.. quite nice.. the mee tai mak is they make themselves de.. totally taste different frm singapore also.. hehe.. after tat went back slp awhile den he go cut hair i stayed at hm.. his mummy cooked dinner n we ate at 6pm before goin to bus terminal to take bus back to singapore.. the bus came at 7pm.. reached my hse at 10 plus.. den we went out for supper wif my family.. hehe.. quite tired also. stopped here le ba..

Goody nitez

fun day

2007-09-21T21:10:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. today had a fun day wif Xianli n Gek ting.. haha.. mornin we went gym den we go swimmin at 11 plus till 1 plus.. den after tat went for our lunch.. hehe.. all of us black black le.. bcos of the sun.. hehe.. now ii gt sunburns le.. guess they hav too ba..my face , body all red red.. esp my back.. guess tml will b very pain ba.. hehe.. anyways.. had a fun day today..

Today

2007-09-19T23:54:00.000-07:00

hmmm..today didnt went to gym n swimmin.. we changed it to fri.. hehe.. so i spent my day in

the afternoon at my fren's not hse den went to play basketball n went to her hse again.. lucky she

free today.. cos everytime wan meet her she not free de.. after goin to her hse, i went to meet my

aiai for dinner at 8 plus cos he workin.. haha.. our dinner was KFC 4 piece meal plus 3 hot

devils drumsticks.. haha.. was very full after tat.. den i suddenly stomach very pain again , he

send mi hm.. anyways, he also very tired after whole day of workin.. dunno y today whole day

keep stomach pain.. sianz.. juz now reached home xie du zhi somemore.. now still pain.. (-_-")

gtg slp le.. hope tml wake up stomach not pain pain le.. =)

nitez nitez ("v")("v")

i m back

2007-09-17T22:36:00.000-07:00

4 days nv blog le.. cos sick.. now better le..haha.. juz now go swimming wif my cousin.. haha.. the water very cold.. haha.. went there for abt 3 hrs ba.. swim until half hungry den go eat den swim again.. hehe.. hmmmm.. wed goin gym n swimmin wif the gals again.. haha.. we r goin to go crazy again.. hahaha.. waitin for tat day to come.. hehe.. den thurs my bball trainin.. hehe.. hope hav an enjoyable day.. hehe..

Gd nitez.. (^_^)

Sick

2007-09-14T00:02:00.000-07:00

haiz.. sick liao.. got sore throat, cough n flu.. feeling so terrible now.. hmmm.. today de outing wif the gals r fun.. chattin while eating.. den takin photos while eating.. hahaha.. the food was also quite nice.. =)

OUR ANGER

wat made us angry most is one of our fren suddenly say she not comin bcos she lack of slp or watever la.. den in the first place shldnt hav promise us tat confirm goin wat.. knowing tat the next day wan to go out wif us den i think in the mornin den go home ba.. tat's why LACK OF SLP.. like forever lack of slp de lo.. dunno doin wat in the middle of the nite also..if anyone happens to b readin tis, dun ask mi who.. i wont mention the name..

think i will stop here today ba.. feelin so sick.. cannot angry le.. later more sick.. forgive n forget ba.. nitez nitez..

EXAMS OVER !!!!!!

2007-09-12T20:40:00.000-07:00

hahaha!!!!! Exams over liao...... RELAX RELAX RELAX !!!!!!!! Wwahahaha... tml goin out wif

the gals !!!!!!!! oh ya hor , SHU HUA!!! HAPPY BIRD-DAY TO YOU!!! GROW "old" le wor..

hahaha..... hope u hav an enjoyable bird-day wor.. haha... may all yr wish come true .. hehe...

C U ALL TML GALS !!!!

2007-09-11T19:16:00.000-07:00

tml CCM exam.. last paper le.. den our FREEDOM.... holidays for us !!!! hmmm.. today go cut

hair.. cut until quite short.. although little bit heart pain but can grow again de.. hehe.. change of

hairstyle lo.. hehe.. jia you ba, MY FRENS !!!!!!! = gek ting, huiting, shu hua, xianli = =)

2007-09-10T22:00:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. today POM finally finish le.. haha.. left CCM den HOLIDAYSSSSSSS!!!!!!!! hahaha... hmmmm.. tml gonna cut short my hair le.. dunno will look weird weird ma.. haha.. i scared i will look funny funny.. haha.. nvm.. change hairstyle.. if not always long long.. hehe.. cut le den grow again.. hope will look nice nice.. hehe.. stop here today ba.. hehe.. jia you for CCM on wed ba my frens !! hehe.. =)

Relaxing Day

2007-09-08T23:54:00.000-07:00

hmmmm.. another Saturday..hehe.. i chatted wif the gals for quite long today.. haha.. while chatting wif them and looking after baby.. haha.. the baby was so cute.. haha..chatted until 5 plus 6 den all go offline le.. actually planned to go running wif my cousin but the sky quite black so didnt go le.. den i continued to play my game until 7 plus den go prepare den go out meeting my aiai for dinner .. hehe.. went to jurong east central for dinner den after tat went to entertainment centre to play arcade.. haha. we played the basketball machine n we challenged each other c who gets the highest point.. haha.. it was so fun.. haha.. den after tat went home.. haha.. hope everytime can b so happy..

Gd Nitez.. (^-^)

2007-09-07T19:10:00.000-07:00

hmmm.. next week exams le yet i still so relax.. also dunno why.. hmmm.. so bored at home.. i can bored until i took funny pic of myself.. haha.. stupid rite? zi lian ma.. hehe.. today was the longest time online.. i think 12+ online till 7 plus ba.. haha.. today siao de.. den chat chat wif shu hua, xian li n gek ting.. hmmm. dunno whether wan to cut short my hair ma.. scared later cut le will look funny funny.. will consider in tis 2 weeks ba.. might b cuttin n might not be cutting.. hehe.. missing my aiai now.. still haven finish work.. so poor thing.. mornin 7 plus wake up go work.. i think later 8 plus den finish ba.. hmmm.. gtg prepare le .. later wan go meet my aiai for dinner le.. =)

juz another day passed

2007-09-06T18:51:00.000-07:00

Another day has passed.. sometimes time passed very slow sometimes very fast.. when we want fast, the time will pass slow, we want time to pass slowly, the time will past super fast.. so funny rite ? haiz.. hope everything will go well for mi n my frens after the 7th mth is over.. tis yr 7th mth so many things happened to mi n my frens.. haiz.. hope everything willl go really well for all.. Haiz.. also dunno y my mood these few days no gd.. it seems like there's a stone on my heart.. so heavy.. i think tat's the cause of my moodiness ba..i also dunno why.. =( these few days i m all to myself , juz keepin quiet n not talkin to anyone at hm.. when they talk to mi i will talk to them den after tat i m all to myself again.. i also wan to change my temper !! hope i can do it.. hmmm.. next week is exams le.. den after tat is Shu hua's bday celebration . hee.. hope she will be surprised n all of us happy n enjoy ourselves on tat day.. =)

Moody mi

2007-09-05T02:56:00.000-07:00

haiz... today go sch only for 1 hr.. go for CCM lesson den go thru papers..

hmmm... ytd faced some problems.. very sad.. but lucky gt my fren GT accompanied mi talk awhile.. den slept at 2 plus.. hope everything will be fine for mi frm today onwards.. no more quarrel all these.. i HATE quarrels !! but mayb quarrels will bring relationship closer ba.. but some wont.. the world's so funny.. hmmmm.. haha.. mi finally can run le.. next week can start exercise le.. if not later i really become fat gal le.. hahaha.. think will stop here le ba.. =)

new bloggy =)

2007-09-04T14:50:00.000-07:00

Haha.... Created my bloggy today.. haha

gt my own blog le .. haha.. haiz.. my leg injured den still not yet recover..

Nvm.. next week shld hav recover le den after exams le can go gym le !!! hahaha... Go wif Gek ting, Shu hua, Xian li.. haha.. Holidays also coming le.. 1 mth wor.. hehe..