Saturday, July 26, 2008
long time didnt blog le.. cos busy, lazy, and no mood.. tis mth hav been feelin moody.. keep havin quarrels one after another.. firstly, my bf, den my cousins.. getting sick and tired of tis lifestyle.. my quarrel wif bf hav been solved.. but for my cousins side we hav not been talkin to each other since the quarrel.. first wan is nv quarrel but bcos of i nv lend him my laptop for him to play games he angry cos my auntie hav been complainin tat electricity hav been raising and my cousin hav been playin his game till mornin somemore using my laptop, so i lied to him say tat i nv bring home but dunno which mouth big cousin go tell him tat's y he angry.. the 2 female cousins like to complain alot n when 1 day i cannot tolerate them liao i will confirm give them a big tight slap on their bloody face !! i m living wif my 4 cousins n auntie n i hav not been talkin to 3 of them already.. all startin to give mi all kinds of attitude.. cant my phone ring when i am at home ? is it a crime ? u r not sleepin n i have to rite to on my phone wif ring tone.. u wan to turn on yr phone to silent mode is yr F***in business.. damn angry lo.. phone cant even ring when i am at home.. might as well dun stay at home.. so tat's y i hav always been goin out.. wat a sickenin lifestyle.. dun say i suspect them or wat.. wat they do they shld know in their heart.. they will get back retribution.. i dun wan to say bad things bout them or wat.. they forced mi to bcome like tat.. i have my limit.. dun make mi burst n hurt anyone in the family.. i will not feel sorry for them.. i m not who i use to b.. living in this background force mi to b the mi now.. so dun say i change since i started workin or wat.. i juz wan a peaceful n u do wan a peaceful life too , rite ? so i am tolerating now.. REMEMBER.. DUN MAKE MI ANGRY TO THE EXTEND OF MY LIMIT OR I WILL TURN REAL NASTY !!
