11:52 AM
Samantha
ok la.. i now come update liao la.. hmmm firstly, i wan to thanks Ah ben n Gek ting for helping mi change my blog skin.. haha.. now in office.. so many things to do.. headache.. den now i dun wan do anything in the office, i juz watch youtube, play msn, read blog.. haha.. hmmm.. next mth mid autum goin back to malaysia wif darling.. =) but saturday still have to work.. but nvm, after work jiu go back liao.. =) haiyo.. tis few days very stress sia.. think mi gt problem.. past 2 weeks head pain until cannot tahan, den now when wan to recall or think of something, my head very pain sia.. den stomach can pain until cannot stand straight n walk.. very scary sia.. den too stress chest will pain.. scared later slp until half den i disappear from tis world sia.. i dun wan ! i still gt many things haven do yet, earn more money, married, have my own family and many many more.. i dun wan to juz leave like tat.. my loved ones and ppl who care abt mi will be sad.. or mayb i think too much la.. haiz...... very stress.. HEADACHE n GIDDINESS PLEASE GO AWAY !! I HATE U !!
4:13 PM
Samantha
haiz...... feelin sick now.. having headache n still muz come work.. have been goin to hospital everyday to visit my uncle cos he gt into an accident in Indonesia n he struggled back to Singapore for treatment by takin ferry back.. he didnt even call for ambulance to send him to the hospital lo.. last friday i hav been vomiting n feelin veey uncomfortable .. mayb i not enough slp ba.. mayb later might to go visit him again.. cos i having ot today.. tml might go n c doc n hav check up le.. feel tat my body is gettimg weaker n weaker.. =(
10:27 AM
Samantha
hmmmmm.. cut n coloured my hair ytd.. very satisfied wif it but it cost mi $91 includin treatment.. broke liao.. tis mth overspend liao.. hehe.. ever since darling call mi n met mi out n talk to mi i m very happy.. now when he's workin n he's free he will call mi n ask mi where m i or wat i m doin.. hehe.. finally getting his care which i longed for.. den he bring mi out to eat den he said tat next mth mid autum festival he getting leave n i will b goin back to his home with him .. i am very happy.. hope no more quarrel for us n we live like how we r now.. happy chatting n eating dinner together .. when i was left alone n he dun care abt mi tat time, i would like to thanks my frens, SIEW ENG(listening to mi n talking to mi), ALVIN (listening to mi, cheering mi up), HAN LIANG (he everyday meet mi n bring mi go out eat although he need to work, cheering mi up, talkin to mi, accompanying mi), DONG LING (For listenin to mi).. Thanks for being there for mi when i m feeling low.. i had done the silliest things by using a pen knife to cut my hand n nearly cut my wrist, u all scolded mi n talkin mi to my sense.. but tat time i m also really stessed up wif piles of work.. handling admin n acc alone.. i really cant handle so much time at a time.. I WAN TO CHANGE JOBBBBBB !!!
10:45 AM
Samantha
Today is our 1 yr 5mths liao.. will u come out n meet mi ? already 5 days le.. i really miss u very much.. lookin at u every mornin makes mi smile in my heart.. do u know how much i miss u tis few days.. i know u r feelin terrible too.. hope u can come out n meet mi today..
11:03 AM
Samantha
11:41 AM
Samantha
have been in a bad mood since wed.. ytd quarrel wif him and he say my attitude n temper not gd.. ya i admit my attitude n temper not gd.. but muz u shout at mi when i talk to u nicely ? my attitude comes when u suddenly shout at my when i m talkin to u nicely.. EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT OK ?? HAPPY ? although u say i m not wrong u r wrong cos u shouted at mi.. but the way u talk is like *#%@%&#** !! U nv talked to mi like tis b4..wat wrong hav i done ? i didnt even slp last night till today mornin.. i didnt even eat ytd.. i hate quarrelling with u.. always quarrel wif u i felt very terrible.. no appetite, cant slp, tears kepy rolling down from my eyes.. sometimes i only need yr care n concern.. is tis too much too ask from u.. no matter how tired or slpy i still acc u without any complain or tell u tat i m tired..i juz wan to spend more time with u .. is all this wrong ?! i appreciate tat u acc mi for dinner everyday even though u r tired or wait for mi to go back when i workin ot.. thanks !! but i m really stress at work.. not tat i dun wan to change my attitude or wat.. my temper i hav change alot.. u shld know tat.. i know sometimes u r stress too.. but my work r more stresss!! can u understand how i feel ? CAN U ? sometimes juz c u smile i will b very happy.. WAT IF I DISAPPEAR FROM TIS WORLD, WILL U B SAD ?
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