9:30 AM
Samantha
hmmm.. thks siew eng for helpin mi make the tag box.. hmmm.. these few days de mood not really gd.. keep imaginating things .. i think i gt you yu zheng (depression).. ssometime gt the feelin tat i goin to die.. sometimes my head hurt till goin to burst.. some mor etml is our last paper.. i did ask my fren, wat if i suddenly die.. my fren say i think too much.. mayb i did.. sometimes i dunno wat to do.. n dunno wan to do wat.. juz feelin very tired.. juz close my eyes n slp.. but when fall into slp, sometimes bad dreams will come n make mi anyhow think again..
11:00 AM
Samantha
school's gettin too quiet to mi.. nth to talk about like last time.. jokin ard, goin out together, havin meals together n talkin together.. all of tis hav gone.. when i come to class, it seems like i m in my own world.. did i do anything wrong ? can anyone tell mi.. juz like a stranger to tis place.. sometimes gt no one to turn to but to find someone else who is in another class to talk .. tat person who always listen n talk to mi.. am i so tao ren yan in everybody's eye ? suddenly gt tat cold look in the eyes n as if i hav done sometihing wrong.. if i hav muz tell mi.. last time comin to sch was very happy for mi as i thought i hav really found my frens.. but in the end.. NO!! now i think comin to sch is a torture for mi.. human do makes mistakes too.. gt the feelin tat everyone is so cold towards mi except for a few .. Am i havin depression ? or m i thinkin too much ? sometimes dun even feel like comin to sch.. tis feelin struck mi last mth.. i also dunno why..
11:44 AM
Samantha
hmmm.. back again.. didnt go sch ytd cos lazy n leg pain.. tue injured my toe n my toe swollen n walkin was like i sprain my leg.. today come sch leg still pain n now in air con room my leg is very cold n pain.. think my mood gonna change.. goin to get irritated anytime.. hope teacher will dismiss early n i can get out of this air con room fast.. now my whole leg pain.. hmmm.. next tue last paper n fri goin to malaysia to celebrate my aiai bday early wif his family .. hehe.. ytd rained the whole day n i dun feel cold .. until at night when goin to slp den i feel cold cos in air con room.. hehe.. hav a nice sleep until to day mornin.. hehe..
12:24 PM
Samantha
5 days nv blog le.. hmmm.. back to bloggin today in sch.. hmmm.. tis few days keep feelin so tired n little bit moody ba.. i also dunno why.. haiz.. next week holiday le.. goin out of singapore again mayb on next friday.. hehe.. dun think tto much.. juz enjoy my holiday n the comin chinese new yr in 2 mths time.. hee.. hav been playin mahjong for the past 2 days wif my cousins n auntie.. hee.. play until blur blur.. hehe.. enjoy enoy enjoy !!!
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