Friday, December 7, 2007
school's gettin too quiet to mi.. nth to talk about like last time.. jokin ard, goin out together, havin meals together n talkin together.. all of tis hav gone.. when i come to class, it seems like i m in my own world.. did i do anything wrong ? can anyone tell mi.. juz like a stranger to tis place.. sometimes gt no one to turn to but to find someone else who is in another class to talk .. tat person who always listen n talk to mi.. am i so tao ren yan in everybody's eye ? suddenly gt tat cold look in the eyes n as if i hav done sometihing wrong.. if i hav muz tell mi.. last time comin to sch was very happy for mi as i thought i hav really found my frens.. but in the end.. NO!! now i think comin to sch is a torture for mi.. human do makes mistakes too.. gt the feelin tat everyone is so cold towards mi except for a few .. Am i havin depression ? or m i thinkin too much ? sometimes dun even feel like comin to sch.. tis feelin struck mi last mth.. i also dunno why..
